1991. I am 20. As the USSR collapses, i fly away to the sound of techno music in the first Gagarin Parties organized in Russia. My friend Vanya, organizer of those events and leading figure of this movement, disappeared without any trace un 1998. Searching for him, i go back to this breathtakingly and unknown time using testimonies, archives and memories. Where is Vanya ? Where has this feeling of freedom gone ?